Sharing a few afterthoughts of the recently concluded
Vrindavan Yatra. Feeling extremely grateful for all the places of the
pastimes of the Lord that I got to see this time in Vrindavan. There
were a lot more places to be seen but Vrindavan is unlimited like the
Lord so, the places of Lord's pastimes are also unlimited. Therefore to
expect to see all the holy places in a few days is unrealistic. But, one
can try to relish the few places one gets to see and genuinely feel
grateful that at least one got the opportunity to have darshan of these
supremely holy places. What is our qualification to be given entry
into these intimate places of Lord's pastimes? Our only qualification is
that we have received the association of sincere devotees of the Lord
who have prayed for us and are praying for us.
I
was blessed to come to this Yatra with a group of wonderful and simple
hearted devotees from Goa. I have learnt so much from them. Apparently, I
came to speak on the spirit and mood of Vrindavan to them but I am
going back learning the spirit and mood of Vrindavan from them. I am
realising how much Bhakti these relatively new devotees have for the
Lord. I am going back feeling smaller in Bhakti than when I came to
Vrindavan. Vrindavan after all, is a land that humbles one because
Krishna knows that only in a humble state of mind can one truly relish
Bhakti to Him. Uddhava, the most intimate cousin and devotee of
Krishna came to Vrindavan to teach Bhakti to the Vrajvasis but went back
realising that he didn't have any Bhakti. This is the land where
everyone is humbled. Whether it was Uddhava or Brahma or Lakshmi or
Indra or for that matter Kaliya, everyone who comes in Vrindavan goes
back feeling grateful to be humbled by the dust of this holy land and
the dust of the feet of the devotees.
My
prayer is that I can take the lessons and the inspiration I was blessed
with, during this Yatra to Vrindavan - this supremely merciful and holy
abode, store it deep in heart and try to become more sincere in the
practice of my Bhakti so that the next time I am blessed with the chance
to come to this holyabode I can come in a better state of heart to
absorb more deeper aspects of this Chintamani Dham in my life. I am
physically leaving Vrindavan but I pray that my heart never leaves
Vrindavan and in separation from this abode, my love towards it keeps
increasing manifold. May the sights, sounds and experiences I have had
in Vrindavan be everfresh in my heart. This abode has the power to touch
the innermost core of one's heart and bring about sustainable
transformation. Eternally grateful to Srimati Radharani, the Mistress of
Vrindavan to give me a tiny glimpse of Her abode.
Sri Vrindavan Dham ki jai!
Srimati Radharani ki jai!
- Achyut Gopal Das
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