Mosquitoes are something that bother me and very often
as an unconscious reflex action and many times as a conscious action, I
catch myself killing many of them. This is just one of the many sins and offenses I commit, mentally, verbally and physically. How can I
then not expect any reactions for these actions of mine. Why should I
pray for a life of no difficulties. Rather, I should be praying to God
to give me my quota of reactions so that I learn my lessons quickly and
rectify my offensive and sinful mentality.
The
Srimad-bhagvatam mentions the episode of King Pariksit garlanding
Shamika Rsi with a dead snake due to being afflicted with unbearable
hunger and anger which is very unusual of the tolerant and saintly King.
What is commendable is his thought process as soon as he commits this offense.
The Srimad-bhagvatam 1.19.1-3 mentions it in this way - "While
returning home, King Parīkṣit felt that the act he had committed
against the faultless and powerful brāhmaṇa was heinous and uncivilized.
Consequently he was distressed. King Parīkṣit thought: "Due to my
neglecting the injunctions of the Supreme Lord I must certainly expect
some difficulty to overcome me in the near future. I now desire without
reservation that the calamity come now, for in this way I may be freed
of the sinful action and not commit such an offense again. I am
uncivilized and sinful due to my neglect of brahminical culture, God
consciousness and cow protection. Therefore I wish that my kingdom,
strength and riches burn up immediately by the fire of the brāhmaṇa’s
wrath so that in the future I may not be guided by such inauspicious
attitudes."
One may
feign praying for punishment for one's offenses or one may pray for
punishment for one's offenses not expecting God to fulfill it. But
the King not only prayed for some punishment but when he heard the news
of punishment, he became satisfied that his prayers are answered. The
Srimad-bhagvatam 1.19.4 mentions - "While the King was thus
repenting, he received the news of his imminent death, which would be
due to the bite of a snake-bird, occasioned by the curse spoken by the
sage’s son. The King accepted this as good news, for it would be the
cause of his indifference toward worldly things." Thus, King Pariksit leads by his example of how a devotee should think while living life in this world.
When
one asks the question, "Why do bad things happen to good people?", it
shows an inherent defective attitude that, one is a very good person
having done no bad. We all are guilty of doing bad, either knowingly
or unknowingly and therefore we should expect some bad thing or the
other in our life and when the bad does come upon us, we can see it as
God's grace on us because everything including the bad is in indeed
God's grace on us for our highest good. At least, that is how I want to
see my life...
- Achyut Gopal Das
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